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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Mar 26, 2011 16:10:29 GMT -5
Narcissa Was exhusted from playing Queen Mommy with Sabrina.
She was very happy when she held the bundle that was Sabrina Alexis Adromeda Malfoy. True Cassiopiea and Melissa did not make it, but she was happy for Sabrina's survival. She layed the sleepy 5 year old down on her big girl bed and tucked her in.
as she did this she sang to her.
"Baby mine, don't you cry
Baby mine, dry your eyes
Rest your head close to my heart
Never to part, baby of mine.
Little one when you play
Don't you mind what you say
Leet those eyes sparkle and shine
Never a tear, baby of mine."
soon the young Malfoy was asleep and Narcissa smiled as she left her daughters room.
Her eyes sparkled and shined as she walked down the stairs to sit and play her guitar. Sabrina could sleep through anything even a Death Eater attack.Which she prayed would never happen. Again.
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Post by malfoy on Mar 26, 2011 23:10:35 GMT -5
Amaranta paced in her bedroom. She was home again for a weekend and it was because Sabrina had wanted her to play. All of her friends had gone home for the weekend as well which they all found rather odd to say the least. Still they had gone home like good little children. Draco was no where to be found and she had been avoiding her father like the plague because she as still so utterly confused about him. She opened her door and began to pace the upper level of the house. A house elf ran by her and she nearly kicked it down the stairs for almost tripping her and its pathetic apology. Of course for not doing so another house else had asked her if she was okay. She didn't even threaten it. Which then caused at some point the rest of the house elves to be nervous.
She let out a scream and walked down the stairs to the main floor or the house. She needed to get away she needed to find something to calm her. Then she heard her mother playing the guitar and followed the sound calming as she came face to face with her mother. "Hello Mother." A sort of half smile was on her face and Cissy would know that something was up with her daughter. [/center][/blockquote] |
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Mar 27, 2011 13:40:33 GMT -5
Narcissa put her guitar down on it's stand and contiuned to read her Midnight book.
She knew her children were home for the weekend, at Sabrina's request because she loved play with 'Princess/Queen Amy and Prince/King Draco. Amy was cooped up in her room a lot and that worried Narcissa. So was Draco, she cared deeply for her children and their happiness. She saw Amy walk into the living room just as Narcissa began to play another song on the guitar. "Hello Amy, what's wrong?" she asked in a caring voice as she set the guitar back. "take a seat and tell me what's wrong" she said patting the seat beside her.
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Post by malfoy on Mar 28, 2011 0:56:28 GMT -5
Amaranta loved playing with her little sister don't get her wrong but she didn't like being around her father at the moment. She was going to break the cruel cycle that had begun when he was a child but she didn't know how it was just so confusing what he said to her and how he acted. It made no sense to her and she hated when things didn't make sense. It would bug her until someone told her to stop letting it bother her so much. However no one had done that yet and so she paced and was elusive and off. She hated it with a passion and was going to go find Nyx at some point so that she would stop thinking and the other would understand her or at least be able to make her feel better about herself. That was probably something her parents would vastly disapprove of but for once Amaranta didn't care if her mother would get mad at her or not for it. Still it wasn't like she was going to out right tell her parents that she was a blood donor for a vampire.
Amaranta sat at her mother's request. She however plucked the strings on the guitar before she did. This particular living room had the grand piano in it. She stood up and moved to it. She hadn't played it in a long time. She knew that baby grand like her own two hands. She played a scale before making the piano sing a soft and morbid like tune. She wanted to tell her mother what was wrong but couldn't figure out how. The sweater she had on over her spaghetti strap fell revealing a bruise on her should and the one on her upper arm but she didn't care to move it back. The intro to the song she wanted to sing continued as she took a deep breath to start singing. Her mother would have to do more question then the board what's wrong question. Amaranta was expressing the fact that she was upset as she never played the piano otherwise.
"Perfect by nature icons of self-indulgence, just what we all need, more lies about a world that
never was and never will be, have you no shame? don't you see me? you know you've got everybody fooled.
Look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder, oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending, but now I know she...
Never was and never will be, you don't know how you've betryed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lie.
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool. [/color] Amaranta bowed her head upon finishing the song simply going into another one but not getting past the intro for that one. She started to cry laying her head in her hands and bringing her legs up to curl into a ball. This was not a good thing her mother would know that. If allowed to cry for a long period of time her tears would turn to blood something none had figured out exactly. She made no sound as she cried though and she wasn't sure how to tell her mother how messed up she felt inside save through the song she had finished singing.[/size][/center][/blockquote] occ: song by Evanescence--Everybody's fool |
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Post by Sabrina Malfoy on Mar 30, 2011 17:36:51 GMT -5
(Just pretend this is Cissy. Im too lazy to change accounts)
Narcissa smiled at her Wary daughter and gave her a look that spelled ( you can tell me). She heard her daughter pluck the guitar strings. She watched Amy as she played the piano,She saw the bruise and raised an eyebrow. After the song was over, Narcissa stood up and applaused, "Amy why is there a bruise on your arm and where is it from?" she questioned.
when Amy curled up she wiped away the tears and spoke softly "Amy wmy you can tell me anything, I am your mother. I am here to support you and love you." she stoked her daaughter's cheek. "Im here for you" she said hugging her
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Post by malfoy on Mar 30, 2011 17:45:59 GMT -5
Amy looked up at her mother. She wasn't sure how she could tell her mother that she was so confused. It was not something either of her parents expected out of her. As a matter of fact showing emotion always meant something was up and was allowed really only in Sabrina because she was still so young. She just looked at her mother for a good couple of minutes before decided on what she was going to say to her mother. At least her mother didn't have the issues of showing love to anyone. She knew through her mother's words and actions that she loved her children very much. She was glad that her mother didn't confuse her as much as her father did.
She took a deep breath and the tears stopped. She knew far better then to let them fall for too long. She now had to tackle her mother's question about her bruise. There was absolutely no way to get around it or hide anything from her mother because she'd find out anyways. No point in lying at all. She looked away. "It...it's from Father. He and I got in a fight last time I came home. He made a few comments that angered me and I lashed out because he was being a jerk. Rather I lashed out with my words and he grabbed shaking me and then slapped me. I called it upon myself so don't worry about it." She knew very well that punishment was needed for the things that she had said to him. However she was a rebellious teenager and she was more out spoken about things then Draco would be most of the time.
She uncurled and tapped a few keys on the piano before launching into another song one that had no words but spelled out the mess of confusion that she felt. [/center][/blockquote] |
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Mar 30, 2011 19:13:16 GMT -5
Narcissa looked to her daughter "it's ok to cry, it means you are human to show emotion." she hugged her daughter, careful not to hurt the bruise. She listened carefully to her daughter's words. Frowning at them "Your father should have not acted so rash. I will talk to him and he will never do that again when I am through with him" she caressed Amy's face in her hands.
she began to sing, a lullaby Amy would know.
"Baby mine, don't you cry.
Baby mine, dry your eyes.
Rest your head close to my heart,
Never to part,
Baby of mine.
Little one when you play,
Don't you mind what they say.
Let those eyes sparkle and shine,
Never a tear,
Baby of mine.
If they knew sweet little you,
They'd end up loving you too.
All those same people who scold you
What they'd give just for the right to hold you.
From your head down to your toes,
You're not much, goodness knows.
But you're so precious to me,
Sweet as can be,
Baby of mine.
All those same people who scold you,
What they'd give just for the right to hold you.
From your head down to your toes
You're not much, goodness knows.
But you're so precious to me,
Sweet as can be,
Baby of mine.
Baby of mine"
She beamed at her daughter trying to cheer her up. But there was more than meets than with Amy, she needed to dig deeper
she listened as Amy played another song.
(song was Baby of mine by Alison Krauss)
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Post by malfoy on Mar 31, 2011 16:10:07 GMT -5
Amaranta let her mother hug her. She knew that it was okay to cry but her tears turned to blood if she cried for too long so it was just better that she didn't cry for a long period of time even if she wanted to. "But it wasn't only his fault it was mine too." She wanted everyone to know that it wasn't all her father's fault. She took part in angering him to the point of course he did kinda start it. Her mother began to sign a lullaby that she remembered well. He mother sang it to her when she was upset. She snuggled into her mother for a moment just listening to her mom's heart beat which soothed her enough.
She ceased playing the piano as she was done with her song. "Mum he says that he loves us but then does things in action to the contrary. I don't get it. I know Voldemort has done bad this to you and him and he fears that things will happen to us again. But...well I don't get it. I don't understand it at all." Narcissa would know that her merely saying she didn't get it was something that usually never came out of her daughter's mouth ever. She would also know that confusion was not something that Amaranta liked and it caused her to get extremely upset even when she was a young child.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Mar 31, 2011 17:47:12 GMT -5
Narcissa gave her one of those "I love you" smiles, and dab away the tears from Amy's eyes with a cloth. " I know but no one should do that to you even if it is your father" she said in a motherly voice. As she sang, her eyes darted to the smiling photo of a young Amy.
She listened to her eldest daughter's words. "Well deep inside, he is scared of losing you and your brother et Sister." she said using a little bit of french.
She took a deep breath, "When you and Draco were Babies...Your father failed on a mission and and I was forced to pay. The dark lord tortured me for your dad's failure. I nearly went insane" she said with little tears forming at the memory
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Post by malfoy on Mar 31, 2011 18:51:38 GMT -5
Amaranta was leaning into her mother listen to her heart beat as her mother dried her tears. She didn't make a sound to what her mother said about her father's rashness with her and her rashness with her father. Amaranta was the kind of child that would dwell on things until they were made clear for her or so figured it out. It would become like an obsession and this type of obsession was not the good kind because trying to figure out her father could make her lose her own sanity which she felt like she was doing now. All she wanted from her father was an I love you hug just because or to go out with him just him and her without the need for there to be a duty to the both of them. She wanted her father to realize that she was a growing teenager and needed to spread her wings but needed to be kept on the right track as well. Her family meant everything to her and she wasn't sure how to get that through to her father.
Amaranta looked up at her mother as she started using a bit of French in what she was saying. Their father was afraid of losing them but in that fear was pushing them away. "Then shouldn't he want to keep us closer in love in a sense. Shouldn't he not be trying to push us away." Then her mother took a deep breath and the pace of her heart changed causing Amaranta to sit up and stare at her mother in bewilderment as she was told that the dark lord almost drove her mother into insanity because her father had failed him. "I knew he did something horrible but...but how is it that dad has no problem showing you love but he does us. And...And is the dark lord really that insane. Does he want everyone to end up bitter and made like he is." She was not sure why she was talking about the Dark Lord as if he was around. She shrugged that off hugging her mother. "Don't cry mama."
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Apr 1, 2011 19:24:35 GMT -5
Narcissa hugged her daughter, and a little tear rolled down her cheek but when she she talked to her daughter she managed to make it look like she was not crying. She gave a little smile then she bit her lip.
"well he-he-he... you see the ones who are closest to him are the ones that are always harmed first by enemies, Iwas kidnapped twice by some deatheaters who hated your dad. then Aunt Bellatrix saved me." she said stoking her daughter's hair. she listened to Amy's words, and gave a nod at them.
" you see? that is the reason why He cant show you that much love. When your father and I were in our teens, we went to a Muggle movie and when we got back, your grandfather Albraxas beat him in front of me.
I had seen your father be abused many times but that time it was all my fault." she said very sad like and with a hint of sobbing. she gave a whimper as she attempted pull herself together enough to be strong. But that was an epic failure. Her marriage was perhaps a mistake, her memories were mostly of seeing Lucius all bruised. She gave a thought and pulled away. "I have this song, it describes the fate of your Grandmother Malfoy. Well kinda."
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Post by malfoy on Apr 2, 2011 15:53:23 GMT -5
Amaranta hadn't meant to make her mother cry. She was just so confused and empty that she wanted it to stop. She wanted someone or something to fill that void that her dad had left inside of her. He had told her that she might be able to change that around but it wouldn't be easy. She figured that in the first place as she'd been trying to gain his love since she was a little girl and all the things he did to show something different had made her snap now. The fight wouldn't have happened if he'd actually hit her sooner instead of stopping. And the fact that he went after Draco knowing full well that she'd go after him for it. She didn't know why the simply couldn't love in her way of thinking. She didn't get that he did love them he just didn't show it. But even him saying I love you didn't come out. How was she supposed to know and why did it all just leave her so empty?
She looked up at her mother as she spoke about her grandfather. "I know that Grandfather hurt Dad. But he shows you love. So I don't get why he can't show Draco and I love. And I assume when we disappoint him he just shows what his father did to him. But mom after the fight was the first time I heard father say I love you to me." That was why things were so confusing had that would not been used she would have been fine she was sure of it. She would have exactly in a sense what she had wanted. A type of feeling from her father whether it be good or bad. She was pulled out of those thought when her mother mentioned Grandma Malfoy. "A song mum?" She looked at her with interest.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Apr 2, 2011 18:38:08 GMT -5
Narcissa took a deep breath as she hugged her daughter keeping her close to her chest. "I never understood why your father and grandfather does this stuff. You father has verbally abused me. I mean I act like the perfect wife, I care for him, I cater to his every whim. " she said keeping the tear stay in her eyes. "I am not gonna take this BS now." she said confidentally, then she turned to the piano, "this is called concrete angel." She said beginng to play a soft melody.
"She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it will be too late
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel"
Song is Concrete angel by Martina Mcbride
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Post by malfoy on Apr 4, 2011 3:14:02 GMT -5
Amaranta listened to her mother's heart beat as she pulled her in closer. She loved how just hearing the beating of someone's heart could make her calm. Yet with Nyx things seemed so very odd when one tried to listen for such things. There were other things that murmured to you. She let that thought pass and her eyes went wide as her mother told her that their father verbally abused her. She gave her mom a smile when she said she wasn't going to deal with all the bs anymore. Amaranta moved only a little to allow her mother to start playing the song that she had spoke of. She started to hum softly adding to the piano and her mother's voice as if some angels were singing within the household. Something that happened when mother and daughter played or sang together. The melody was so sad and yet so comforting at the same time and Amaranta could understand it with the way she had been feeling and trying to hide things recently.
She stayed silent once her mom was done singing. It was so silent she was sure no one would be able to cut it with the sharpest or most blunt object they could fine. She hugged her mother and didn't let go for a long time. She wasn't sure what to say at all and so she just didn't say anything at all.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Apr 4, 2011 19:40:58 GMT -5
Narcissa closed her eyes as hers and Amy's magic banded together creating a rainbow, as she sang. In her mind she pictured Lucius as a child,teenager and finally the man she was unsure of. She gave second thoughts on her choices and her marriage, listening to the melody she saw her daughters. It made her shudder inside. She contiuned and teardrops slid onto the piano keys, the song was sad but true, as muchas it pained her to think, deep down she still loved Lucius and she swore to protect him from himself.
"Well that was a song that in some ways describes not only your grandma but me and you"
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