Father...

[malfoy]

Dear Father,

I am sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry that everyone got upset with you as well. I wanted you to know that I did tell them that it was my fault as well and I didn't want them going after you. I know you think me selfish and that I can't understand your needs and I'm sorry that you think that. All I ever wanted was your love. In more then you just saying it. You just saying it seems so forced. I know you are afraid of us getting hurt and I can partially understand that but please father tell me what to do. Tell me what you want from me to get you to at least hug me say you love me and mean it not like its something forced.

I feel...I feel so empty and I just want to feel again that's all.

Love with all my heart even if you don't think it,
your flower never fading on the poisonous vine of bad faith.

[malfoy]

Dear Father,

It's not that you have not provided me with love father. It was just that before Draco and I left for school our first year I started to feel empty because it did not seem that I could do anything you liked me too. I was scared when I was placed into Ravenclaw because I did not think that you would be happy with it. I've always wanted to be your little girl. Much like Sabrina is to you now. She doesn't see the mask like we do. She always tries to cheer you up something that I know I used to do at her age. Least from what mother tells me when I ask about it.

Mother told me about what Voldemort did to her because you did not do a job correctly. I have but one question to ask there father. Did you join Voldemort or should I utter the name, Tom Marvolo Riddle, because you wanted too or because he allowed you to feel something when you were harming others? Do you even like what you do father? Contrary to what I think you believe I think you are...I don't see you as a cruel person father. Just as someone who had no where else to turn. I don't know if that makes any sense. I don't see you as heartless I know you have one.

I understand you fear for our safety and rightly so. But father let me help you break the mask when you are around us. Please tell me how to help....I don't want to fight with you anymore. I understand that emotions don't come easily but you haven't raised me to be a monster. You and mom have raised a rather smart child even if I do do stupid things sometimes. Please father I want to help you.

Amaranta Bryony Malfoy.

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[malfoy]

Father,

I am sorry father. I do hope the Dark Lord never comes back. And I will try my hardest father to remember to try to not get angry with you. I do try to be the dutiful daughter but I am a teenager and I am testing my own wings as well. And father if you haven't noticed my temper is just like yours but it takes alot and a little of the same thing to get me to go off. You know that.

I love you,

Amaranta